i recoil from you when i cannot stand it the view of you is lovely and it fills my heart with terrible desire i cannot but love i cannot but feel but it all seems wrong, somehow as if we belong together but we never meet we were made for each other but we never fit

roaring flame township in terror flaming sheep and scorching land fleeing to safety searching hero need for help from distant lands dragonslayer bane of monsters knight on horseback a helping hand fighting dragon wounding monster wins the princes throne, and land

words on paper rise to meet me stroke for stroke and inch by inch words growing letters to meaning leaving an empty paragraph my eyes start to water wanting to discern the black from the white interpreting the meaning of meaningless words my hands starts to shake turning the syllables into a jumble of strokes leaving my empty page behind empty again like an empty note waiting to be filled fulfilled

One night of total change Now I'm small and insecure My normality, normally unchanged Dispersed, into a cloud of me and you Buzzing mind, buzzing soul Nothing seems to stay the same Elapsing mind, in the interim I know I know that I did not know this game What will it come to, in the end Will I know that I am the same Will I know what had happened Will I learn the rules of the game The die will roll, but will it stop or maybe I should just reshuffle But playing at chance, can I hope or will my hopes just come out muffled

used and abused i walked down the path of thorns believed it to lead to my one true love 'twas no lesser art of conflagration 'twas no limbo, for crimes untold i gave freely, but my gift was taken i walked down the path of thorns was told it lead to my one true love though they whispered in my ear, unheard i ne'er did stray from my path i was devoted, though my love turned transformed, transmuted into vile venom and bile i walked down the path of thorns though it lead not to my one true love at last the sun is risen the dawn broken, shattered my veil i walked in darkness though the sun did shine o'er i'd walked down the path of thorns never finding my one true love my shoes in filth, my soles worn through my heart numb with cold my tattered clothes reeked of shame and loathe a vile wind blowing in my ear i left the path of thorns never to look back i sat me down to rest and slept beside the road

Gurak a tiny orcish grunt was sent upon a mission he was to faeries hunt and force them in'o submission he went into th' woods of darkness he travelled in sleet and snow he travelled east, he travelled wes' but there were things he didn't know the things he knew were many the things he would were even more but faeries couldn't be seen, nay! and his feet became red and sore he went into a safe house he travelled to an inn he sneaked quiet as a mouse and the air smelled like tin (as we all know and I hope you do tin is the smell of magick but now without further ado we must go on with Gurak hears a `click´) startled and scared to death our hero remembers his mentor `when facing terror and threat you must be still as solid ore or even stiller yet´ so our friend stands still stiller than the trees he met and he sets his iron will but here's one thing he didn't know magic is very tricky indeed when thinking stone, or ice and snow the hardness will start with your feet terror screams as he realises stone legs are stiff and will not run the sounds comes closer, sounds like a beast but with a stone mouth, words are second to none here ends my tale, and I hope you've been taught, cause that's why I've told it, that faeries are tricky and cannot be caught and that's all I have to say, sic!

factored prison theft of thought a tiny tear breaking through struggling to hide hiding the fear fearing it all hating the struggle I must not show I cannot feel noone to trust nowhere to hide a prison of tears a prison of feelings hurting inside hiding behind tears

it tears at my heart i cannot let go i wish i could stand it, just another day as i hope, ah how i hope for this to pass it tears at my mind i cannot make myself let go i wish it could end, just this day i hope for you, ah how i hope for you to stay it tears at my soul i cannot stop my feelings for you i wish it wouldn't be this way and i hope, ah how i hope for me and you it tears me apart this cannot, it cannot be i wish for you to find me, today or yesterday i hope you will, ah how i hope that you will it tears at you, i can see you will not let go i wish you would stand it, just another day as you hope, ah how you hope for this to pass

A lonely shadow on the wall with brick on brick, and stone on stone a lost friend's name it calls and calls a lost friend never returning home Stone feet kicking a shadow rock waiting in eternal patiency smelling a lost friend's shadow frock longing for the beautifully Circling around in unity deep space of shadow fear embracing in eternity now, then, is no longer here Sunlight breaking the horizon terror screaming with delight a shadow grasping a stone and day finally conquers night

Darkness clouds my mind Only fragments seeping through Obscuring The devil takes control Handling my limbs, desperatly I'm failing Trapped behind a mental wall Seeing but not believing I'm despairing Taking action in inaction Nothing seems to work Trapped Within